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I'm Still Alive - Chp. 20I'm Still Alive, Chp. 20: It Is The EndI'm Still Alive - Chp. 20 by ~TheSilverBeatle
30.3.1858, Liverpool
Mike got a son. His name is Samuel. Anna is very excited. I don't know if I can go on anymore.
It was still dark outside. John stood up and walked out without taking his jacket, only the book and his knife with him. He hugged Jerry in the hallway and put a letter on the chest of drawers. He was sure Ringo would have no problems with taking care of Jerry. He closed the front door quietly and stepped out into the fresh, cool and dark air that soon wrapped him into its comforting embrace.
2.4.1859, Liverpool
Today I cried for the first time in years. William was out with this girl
I'm Still Alive - Chp. 19 bI'm Still Alive, Chp. 19 b: When The Grass Gave InI'm Still Alive - Chp. 19 b by ~TheSilverBeatle
John splashed water on his face and neck, washing away the sweat that he had gotten during his exercises in the gym of the hospital. He had been ordered to come here everyday, making these and those things to grow up his muscles again. But he didn't know what was the point on growing them when it would only get wasted, because of his plans.
It would be so easy to just stop eating and jump out of the window. But John wasn't going to do it yet.
He would get out of the hospital for that. And he was definitely going to do something more glamorous than starve to death.
Besides, he had few peop
I'm Still Alive - Chp. 19 AI'm Still Alive, chp. 19 a: No Goodbyes Were Said.I'm Still Alive - Chp. 19 A by ~TheSilverBeatle
Paul stared, how John sat in Ringo's living room. First he looked at the wall, seemingly in his own mind. Then he suddenly brought his hands to his ears and blocked away his hearing. Then he shook his head and lowered his hands. And then he stared at the wall again and did the whole thing from the beginning.
It had been continuing for few days now, and Paul was worried. It had first happened when they had been heading to Ringo's after visiting James McCartney. Paul was still having a bit of trouble thinking that that man was his brother's grandchild.
John had looked very confused, maybe ev
I'm Still Alive - chp. 18I'm Still Alive, chp. 18: Hot Tea And HallucinationsI'm Still Alive - chp. 18 by ~TheSilverBeatle
"Paul, fuckin' 'ell!" John shouted and jumped a bit, managing to avoid the hot tea that poured out from the cup the younger boy had just dropped. However, Paul didn't even seem to react when it hit his (John's?) trousers (well, they were Paul's by now), just stared at the old man on the other side of the room that was his brother's grandchildren.
Well, of course it was kind of shocking to hear something like that, John decided and took the mug from Paul's lap, lifting his face at old James McCartney, who looked beyond confused.
"Could you get us a towel, please?" John bit his lip, not qu
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I am here, don't worry <33
And don't hug me to death, then I won't be able to read the rest of I'm still Alive D: BTW I LOVE the new profile pic of Wolf-George xD <33 
thank you for the watch!!